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Name: Rachel
Location: Kansas, United States
Birthday: 10/1/1991
Interests: I love all my friends, going $hopping, going to see movies, dancing in the rain, jumping out of windows, eating at wendys with all my loser friends, watching the KU mens basketball team kick @$$, hanging out at starbucks, attempting to bowl, playing DDR haha, listening to music, playing the piano, playing the flute, running into things, and being happy!
Expertise: being me! :-)
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  luv2talk4ever26
Member Since:
12/4/2004
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| ok..this xanga is coming to a close...
everything that i've ever said on this xanga is in the past...
i am moving on..away from all those stupid so called friends...away from every crappy thing that has happend...i am moving on
my new xanga is www.xanga.com/x0x_NeW_BeGiNniNg_x0x
goodbye to the old me...
_Just Me*_
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| hey everyone...
today was alright...
my cough was a little better =) which made Kendra much happier..haha
gym we did this wrestling game..oh lordy that was interesting...haha me and Emily M kicked butt at that game 
lunch...oh my goodness...me and Emily M would make such awesome lawers...haha..i cant believe Dr King sat with us..ahhh
choir haha fun as always..ahh i love Emily, Jess, Emily, and Katie we have such awesome times together..
haha 3 INCHES! lmao that was friggen histarical..that wolf has issues..lol
band..purty fun...had to play this really annoying song...yes me and Cara want to kill it..hehe
social studies..hilarious as always...Awista needs to learn not to throw erasers at people when they arent looking..gurr..haha love ya girly!
and yes Spencer bought me a ghettolicious watch..haha partly cus i always steal his  haha lylab Spencaaaaa
i think i'm gunna drop out of jazz band...i just dont have the time and energy to do that...haha...
well thats all for today...
well leave me some comments
_Just Me*_
//Ghettolicious//Sexy Biatch//Dumb Blonde//Jessica's Lover//
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i can`t believe how much i l.o.v.e.d you before we even met
but now that i know you, i`ll n/e/v/e/r be able to forget
you make my world [m.a.g.i.c.a.l] and i`m happy as can be
you`re my a.n.g.e.l . my s/k/y . you mean |e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g| to me
i wish my life was a fairy`tale ..
so then my world would start with a once upon a time <>
and end with a happily ever after .. <33
walking down the hall with her head held high //
every hair is in place. she sees a friend waves hii.//
wearing a smile on her perfect face //
friendly . smart . beautiful . //
everyone adores this girl. //
seemingly content her heads in a while.. //
and inside she's unhappy and she doesn`t know why.//
she lays in bed at night and cries .//
she doesn`t know what causes the tears. //
how could this princess have insecurities or fears? //
she has it all // a pretty smile . many friends . //
a great guy . the newest trends . //
her family has money . she gets good grades . //
has her own car . and her make up never fades . //
always looking happy every single day.. //
but inside she's feeling a different way. //
this wonder girl.. she`s everyone's dream. //
but things aren`t always what they seem... //
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| ok i'm falling behind...*sigh*
oh well...
lets see...yesterday... i slept in *yes!* which was very nice
sat on my butt and talked on AIM for like...EVER...haha
had some very interesting conversations with Emily..excuse me..you're gunna kick me where?! ahh i love that girl =)
later Becca came over my little neighbor friend..oh yes we had a grand time
then Miss Jessica called me! and we talked yay i love you Miss Jessica!
then i found out that i get to go to the KU game..so i went with my daddy..oh yes awesomely cool!
KU didnt play all that fabulas but of course..they won... and Moody is my hero =)
after the game me and my daddy went to Arbys and got mozerella sticks! mmm and then went to Wendys and got a frosty!
haha we were very picky eaters last night
it took f.o.r.e.v.e.r to get home..we were in the car for like 1 hour and a half! ahh!
and my dad tried to rap...hmm...never again dad...never again
so today i am doing absolutely nothing...maybe working on some sciene project crap gurrr...
so call if you feel like you need someone to talk to! because i love to talk =)
much loove
_Just Me*_
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to those of you who have pushed me, thank you- without you i wouldnt have fallen.
to those of you who laughed at me, thank you- without you i wouldn't have cried.
to those of you who just couldnt love me, thank you- without you i wouldnt have known real love.
to those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you- without you i wouldnt have felt them.
to those of you who left me lonely, thank you- without you i wouldnt have discovered myself,
but it is to those of you who thought i couldnt do it-- it is to you i thank the most because, without you i wouldn't have tried.
Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name,
and someone asked if I knew you.
Looking away i thought of all the times we had together;
sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more.
And then, without explanation you were gone.
I looked to where they were waiting for an answer,
and then said softly, Once...I thought I did.
everytime i s/e/e your face
everytime you l.o.o.k my way
its like it all falls into place
e v e r y t h i n g feels right
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| well well well....
i hope everyone's week is going f.a.b.o.l.u.s
and tomorrow we have NO SCHOOL! yah baby yah!
so tomorrow i'll probably hang out with Emily, Andrew, and Spencer..but i'm not sure yet!
so..today was a pretty good day
in english i finsished that stupid essay thing..yah go me!
science we talked about our stupid science projects..ugh who needs them!?
in study hall haha fun times...ms hunter ur my favorite teacher! ok well ur my favorite HALF teacher! lmao..you kinda had to be there..lol
seek was alright..as usual..haha we put Spencer to work...you gotta pick on the new kid! =)
lunch was fun! i sat with Emily, Awista, Emily, Kendra, Spencer, Andrew, Kevin, and Grant! oh yes fun stuff
prealgebra was retarded as usual....
choir was aweeesome haha thats my new favorite class! haha =)
band = fun 
social studies haha...oh boy i was hyper...that is such an awesome class
well thats my day!!
NO SCHOOL TOMORROW YES!!
much love
_Just Me*_
-Friend- calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
~Best Friend~ calls your parents dad and mom.
-Friend- has never seen you cry
~Best Friend~ has always had the best shoulder to cry on
-Friend- never- asks for anything to eat or drink
~Best Friend~ opens the fridge and makes herself at home
-Friend- asks you to write down your number.
~Best Friend~ they ask you for their number (cuz they can't remember it)
-Friend- borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
~Best Friend~ has a closet full of your stuff
-Friend- only knows a few things about you
~Best Friend~ could write a biography on your life story
-Friend- will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
~Best Friend~ will always go with you
I think i’ve *f i n a l l y* come to the point in my
life where i am happy with
myself and know that i don’t have to change
or be a c.e.r.t.a.i.n way for
people to like me anymore. I am just fine and
if someone doesn’t think i am,
s/c/r/e/w them
remember when ...
boys had cooties,
when friends always listened to you,
when dreams were unshattered
and worries were few.
when recess was too short
and life was too long.
when decisions came easily
with no need to belong.
when storks delivered babies
and passions werent so strong
when friendships werent broken,
right was right and wrong was wrong.
when bad things didnt happen,
only skinned knees brought tears
and the night light quieted all our fears.
when decisions were solved by "eni,meanie,mini,mo."
when boys were YuCkY!
and goodbye only meant till tomorrow.
when your clothes didnt need to match
and real friends didnt part.
and the fun went on forever..
without a broken heart.
in your life you will meet [o n e . g u y] unlike any other ..
you can talk to him and never get bored
tell him everything and never get judged
smile and get butterflies everytime
you see his face, hear his name, or voice
this person is a best friend, boyfriend, & true love. <3
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